Hateful Wednesday made me crazy. I detest feeling myself like a three-years-old dumb girl. Want to be a professional, but it takes years.

I noticed smth today. All my friends (or almost all) change their lives radically. They quit, sell their houses and buy apartments instead of, go to the end of the world in job looking. They act very fast.

They all are in searching a better life. F*cking crisis got us all. Damn.