Guess what?
I’ve become a little older 🙂
But I don’t feel that at all. Thanks to my twin – Sasha – I have the most interesting and the fullest life.
My family, my friends – thanks you all, you’ve made my life unbelievable.
Guess what?
I’ve become a little older 🙂
But I don’t feel that at all. Thanks to my twin – Sasha – I have the most interesting and the fullest life.
My family, my friends – thanks you all, you’ve made my life unbelievable.
What is more essential in your life? No, what is the most essential of all?

The belief in better life and the eternal endless hope in the coming day.
This helps you not giving up.
Always.
My grandma’s died last week. The funerals, wake, crying relatives and friends. I’m exhausted.
I don’t realize all happened, though I remember everything. It seems, she sleeps in her room on her bed and in the morning she’ll kiss me and say she loves me.
She was ill for a year. Some old diseases worsened the situation and she’s gone. At least she didn’t suffer for a long time.
I miss her so much. She used to tell us, that we’ll cry so hard when she’ll be gone. She was right, we cry and I don’t know how to stop.
My grandpa died the same day, but 18 years earlier. I believe they are together there and are happy. I hope, they feel better there and watch us from the sky and smile.
I will always love you, but I don’t think I’ll put up with this one day.


..and loving it.
As almost everyone in this life, I’ve met a problem of life meaning. What is this all for? Am I designed for smth specific? What am I looking for?
And as everyone, I have no answer. And I believe (partially) that meaning of my life is searching. So, people that give up because of failure or failures are completely wrong. Searching is made of failures as well as of success.
Just deal with it. And even if you won’t find the answer, you’d know, that you’ve done everything possible to it.

It’s goddamn usual working day. Two postcards, сouple of hokey congratulations and smiles. Holiday. Yeah.

P.S. Sun shines extremely brightly. Hate it 🙂

I’m on my way. Cheer up!
Friday midday. It’s ony February the 10th, but I’m already feeling the Spring’s presence. I believe, I feel it.

And this feels great.
Some years go by without leaving a single important day for me. It’s a day, when smth important happens. You see, when you’re getting married, getting new job, first salary, etc.
This year has just begun, but I already have a new job, new friends, new knowledges, aims for almost everyday. So, I must tell you, I’m very happy and appreciate for everything. You make me better, stronger, wiser. Thank you.
P.S. Happy Groundhog Day 😉
I’m still in limbo. I have no definite answers and I’m a little bit scared. The reasons are soooo plural, so I cannot even count them without having a lose count. But as my mom told me: “hold on, relax and think about something pleasant”. Quite wise as for me. I’m going to act this way.
Jittering won’t help me.

P.S. But I have cool photo \m/
P.P.S. relaaaaxxxx
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