You cannot change any person, including yourself, and cannot deal with that as well.
So what to do?
need to be anywhere else. where everything is different. and maybe better.
Category: Embroiled
I have not put up with this yet
My grandma’s died last week. The funerals, wake, crying relatives and friends. I’m exhausted.
I don’t realize all happened, though I remember everything. It seems, she sleeps in her room on her bed and in the morning she’ll kiss me and say she loves me.
She was ill for a year. Some old diseases worsened the situation and she’s gone. At least she didn’t suffer for a long time.
I miss her so much. She used to tell us, that we’ll cry so hard when she’ll be gone. She was right, we cry and I don’t know how to stop.
My grandpa died the same day, but 18 years earlier. I believe they are together there and are happy. I hope, they feel better there and watch us from the sky and smile.
I will always love you, but I don’t think I’ll put up with this one day.
Dolorous
Maybe because of the Hidalgo Main Theme or of the fact that it’s evening but I feel so sad.
Tiredwomanatwork
Hateful Wednesday made me crazy. I detest feeling myself like a three-years-old dumb girl. Want to be a professional, but it takes years.
I noticed smth today. All my friends (or almost all) change their lives radically. They quit, sell their houses and buy apartments instead of, go to the end of the world in job looking. They act very fast.
They all are in searching a better life. F*cking crisis got us all. Damn.
Gemella 