Happy Holidays

It is the most wonderful time of a year, according to some sources. Well, the year we’ve left behind wasn’t too easy or too happy. Or any other kind of ‘too’. Pretty hard, pretty interesting, pretty exhausting. Though, I spent it with my family staying safe – it is more than some people have.

But I do want to get more out of it. So I won’t pretend I am content with what I currently have. I am grateful that I am alive and I have work and my loved ones near. But it is always more out there, isn’t it?

So Happy Holidays everyone! Never stop seeking more for yourself! And may happiness and success pursuit you next year!

Nonsense

Yesterday Canada celebrated Thanksgiving Day. My second Thanksgiving celebration since I moved to Canada. However, last time, I didn’t feel the spirit of the holiday, I was horrified of being moved to another country.

This time it was way way better. We asked our friends to come by, we cooked so many tasty things, we watched movies and talked. That was heartwarming for real.

We also played some board games, and one was called Nonsense. You answer a question, right down the answer on a piece of paper, fold it and hand it over to a person next to you so they could answer a following question, but they couldn’t see what you answer before, and so on, so you get a little story in the end. A little random story, to be honest.

The weirder answers you put, the more interesting it gets in the end. More drama, said I yesterday 🙂

And it helped me with kind of a block in my head. All this overthinking and doubting bring you to an understandable end. You stuck. So I am glad I unstuck myself in such a pleasant way.

Have a great week everyone! And hope you’d feel joy out of this Autumn.

Unbelievable

Whatever people say, do what’s better for you

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Just got realized that’ve I’ve been missing posting here for a year. 

It’s been a long, tough year. Some parts of which ought to be forgotten for good. But there were nice pieces of memories I’d like to save.

 
Not being afraid of missing anything. What’s needed – won’t be missed.
I won’t miss anything.
 
 

Fais ce que tu dois, advienne que pourra.

Searching

As almost everyone in this life, I’ve met a problem of life meaning. What is this all for? Am I designed for smth specific? What am I looking for?

And as everyone, I have no answer. And I believe (partially) that meaning of my life is searching. So, people that give up because of failure or failures are completely wrong. Searching is made of failures as well as of success.

Just deal with it. And even if you won’t find the answer, you’d know, that you’ve done everything possible to it.

Limbo

I’m still in limbo. I have no definite answers and I’m a little bit scared. The reasons are soooo plural, so I cannot even count them without having a lose count. But as my mom told me: “hold on, relax and think about something pleasant”. Quite wise as for me. I’m going to act this way.

Jittering won’t help me.

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P.S. But I have cool photo \m/

P.P.S. relaaaaxxxx

21.12.2016

I received my first salary yesterday. It’s cool. Feels like I can do anything. Maybe, it’s so.

Meanwhile, New Year is approaching very fast. I am going to gather all my family and meet the holidays together. Almost all presents are bought and packed, and I’m awaiting the moment my relatives’ll unwrap them!

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Happy Holidays to all of you! 😉