Searching

As almost everyone in this life, I’ve met a problem of life meaning. What is this all for? Am I designed for smth specific? What am I looking for?

And as everyone, I have no answer. And I believe (partially) that meaning of my life is searching. So, people that give up because of failure or failures are completely wrong. Searching is made of failures as well as of success.

Just deal with it. And even if you won’t find the answer, you’d know, that you’ve done everything possible to it.

My Important Days

Some years go by without leaving a single important day for me. It’s a day, when smth important happens. You see, when you’re getting married, getting new job, first salary, etc.

This year has just begun, but I already have a new job, new friends, new knowledges, aims for almost everyday. So, I must tell you, I’m very happy and appreciate for everything. You make me better, stronger, wiser. Thank you.

P.S. Happy Groundhog Day πŸ˜‰

Limbo

I’m still in limbo. I have no definite answers and I’m a little bit scared. The reasons are soooo plural, so I cannot even count them without having a lose count. But as my mom told me: “hold on, relax and think about something pleasant”. Quite wise as for me. I’m going to act this way.

Jittering won’t help me.

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P.S. But I have cool photo \m/

P.P.S. relaaaaxxxx

General Ignorance

Actually today I had my first big failure at work due my general ignorance. I was so ashamed. Still can’t breathe easy and stop blushing. Hope it’ll pass soon, cause it completely obstructs my workday.
Hope, mr Stephen Fry won’t know about this occasion, or I’ll get the first place at his QI show in General Ignorance category.

Damn, I want it to stop!
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These guys may write another book devoted only my person.

P.S. The most offensive thing is that only yesterday my Boss complimented me, saying I’m doing my job well. And now.

Well, noone of my coleagues said a bad word to me. But I feel so sorry. 😦